Let the clock roll

When you live the real thing even if it's just for a short period you know when you're in front of the same situation.
Relationship wise you can judge on first appearances cause they're usually right!
So what situation am i talking about? I've lived it for some years with it's ups and downs... mostly ups, although the fewer downs leave their marks and judge you for the remaining of the journey... a joyride like the song... When you start to draw a parallel between situations, comparableness comes to mind. After all you framed a picture of the perfect life and the goals you had expected to achieve. I've lived this for so long, almost two years made me see the other side of the coin... Now I know that I've got to just follow my heart and my selfishness... So what if I pictured you as beauty amazing queen? I still look at my first judgment as being the real thing. I drew the hole in which you fell. Just the other day I looked at that hole and realized that it was best to try to catch you. Made me see who's up for the task, who looks for the same things so differently...
I feel like writing a big text... on a roll... so, like many, if you decide to read or if someone reads for you, skip the middle... Then by the end you'll realize that you've missed the important part of this post and you go back and try to read carefully, but it's in English... damn it...
I'm going with my gut feeling now and enjoy life... work... and love!

Thank you for understanding and mostly for making me understand where I'm at...