Saturday, January 26, 2008

The Sessions

Chapter #1 - Feelings - Clue (the key word is "wine")

Each of us can always say a bunch of songs that represent us as individuals and that defines our challenges in life.
I can speak fondly about different songs from different eras, different styles, different phases in life... Happy, thoughtful, sad, in love, scared and many more...
After all, I've got this love for music that represents the way I breathe the air.
There's this song... It can make me happy, it can make me thoughtful, it can make me sad, it can make me feel in love, it can make me scared, it can make me feel much more...
I'm listening now...
How do I feel right now as I lay in bed? Think I feel every point I touched before.
I feel happy to be resting, doing well. I feel thoughtful cause I'm alone and been resting all day. I feel sad cause I've been looking at some photos. I feel in love cause I just want to challenge myself professionally. I feel scared cause I don't know if I'll be able to pull this off. I feel way more things... Good things, so so good and not so good things...
What makes me write in English?... I believe in spontaneity and unfortunately can't feel the same thing when I approach my native language.
I could say... F*ck, I'm in love with you. F*ck, so much work. F*ck, where to turn.
Look for a delusion, an illusion on my mind, a writing on the wall... What to perceive, of this? Crazy? Breakdown? Almost? Anguished?
I'd say all again... Why? Cause of the power of the mind... Think too much... Negativity usually comes from over thinking, so please... stop the "f*cking" thinking...

The Song? Well if you think you can figure it out... It's song number 11 on a studio album by the Dave Matthews Band and usually an opener on the Dave Matthews & Tim Reynolds 2007 European Tour.

Sorry if I hurt your feelings, sorry if I let you down... but had to say what was on my mind at this particular moment in my life where I feel like trying a different approach... The approach of just follow my heart and try to fight for what I love, my love...

Chapter #2 - Take me back - Clue (the key sentence is "amazing what a minute can do")

Made a common mistake... I didn't press stop... The result is another chapter...
Lesson learned before it actually starts? Never forget to count your blessings... I'm not a religious person, but what should I speak about blessings? What defines one? A gift?
This frozen heart is a passage on this song... How can i doubt a positive vibe like this one?
After all it's Friday night... I should be else where...
The doubt? Well just transcribe it which is way easier...

Now I'm thinking you did all you could
When you said my love
Take it slowly
F*cked it... Again...
For that I'm not sorry... But... My door is open so we can see what will soon became of us...

13 comments:

Anonymous said...

could you be more precise???

Anonymous said...

the key word is "wine"...the song is "bartender"

Inspirado said...

very good!

chapter #1's song is indeed "Bartender"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtYU_LNw7p8

this version just blows me away...

chapter #2'2 song is what song from Dave?

Anonymous said...

"this frozen heart is a passage on this song"...do you mean "...cold blue ice in her heart..." like in the Grey Street song?????

Inspirado said...

Grey Street is "but all the colors mix together to gray and it breaks her heart"

Chapter #2
"Now I'm thinking you did all you could
When you said my love
Take it slowly"

tal como "this frozen heart"...

Anonymous said...

ups...i couldn't find it...maybe i have already heard it but right now i don't remember...

Inspirado said...

Oh my God, wait and see
What will soon become of me?
This frozen heart
Screaming wheels
But does that screaming come from me?
I'm dizzy from all this spinning
Now I'm thinking that you did all you could
When you said my love
Take it slowly
Ok, is what I said

Anonymous said...

"i'm dizzy from all this spinning"...just take a deep breath and you'll see that everything will be ok ;-)

Inspirado said...

"I'm dizzy from all this spinning"
Lesson learned... take it slowly... ;-o

Anonymous said...

:-) slowly...so you can feel every step of it

Anonymous said...

hey, tell me something...do you know when i'm connected to your blog????...if so, i can only tell you this "Big Brother is watching me"

Inspirado said...

not like a "big brother"
on the end of the page there's this image called "site meter"
anyone can see that...
but sometimes the data isn't very accurate cause it gives you where you get the signal... for instance mine at home says "povoa de varzim"
a little far i think... ;-o

Anonymous said...

:-)) ... there's this little "big brother" watching me